Ava's Confession

Since I was six years old I don't know why I put on my older sisters dress and she caught me she's 6 years older,then I tried on her college ball dress it was beautiful I love it she would practice doing makeup on me when I was about 12 years as I got older I stopped love going out with girls, I'm straight, since I got married I love wearing my wife's knickers she didn't like it and bought me 3 pairs of cotton knickers it was great but she didn't want to talk about it or know anything about how I felt about crossdressing, I tried really hard but no,she never really liked sex after the kids were born so I haven't had sex for years now so I just kept looking at crossdressers and trans girls it really excited me so I bought underwear on line for a few years now and bought dresses etc I think I look great but have no clue on makeup and I can only do when she's out I'd love a lady friend for help and support and understanding I need to do more it's part of who I am thank you for listening. xo Ava